Thursday, September 30, 2010

will be silent .

where is everyone ? Bored , bored , bored , bored , bored and bored ! ! !

habisnye pikir , tgk bola je la.

incomplete .
Me To everyone .
So sad , despress , upset , down .

allah , why ? U send her to me but she feel otherwise towards me ? I wont be perfect for them ? Am i ? Please , show me someone . Im 20 , and seriously , i need someone in my life .

why everyone love to play with my feeling ? Its just because i always smile n happy every second doesnt mean it wont hurt me with ur attitude and words towards my feeling . Never be perfect for everyone , im here just to make everyone laugh n smile , im a clown right ? For love ? Never gona be in ur heart even an inch . Sigh .

today song from aiman.fm .
Stranger-marques houston . Enjoy people ! Gudnite ! ;D
GUDLUCK BARCA TONITE !

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

people changes every second . Looks like wind blowing from west . ;D , But need to clear up everything . Hope im brave enough to do it .

GUDLUCK TO MY BEST TEAM IN THE WORLD !
F.C BARCELONA !
MAKE SURE YA SALAM PASSES OKAY ? ;D , SORRY I DIDNT WATCH YEA MATCH FOR A LONG TIME , BUT I STILL FOLLOWING YEA NEWS EVERYDAY ! TRUST ME INSHALLAH I WILL BE IN THE CATALAN CITY SPAIN SOON . I LOVE YEA BARCELONA ! GUDLUCK TONIGHT VS RUBIN KAZAN ! ;D , AND LASTLY WELCOME BACK LIONEL MESSI ! I LOVE U BARCELONA .

esok test maths , wah takut . Skng dkt lib for the 3rd time dkt lib . Ari ni stdy kaw2 kot . Esok kalu x bleh buat jugak xtau la . All out gla stdy rini . Tabek spring to me ! All the best aiman . ;D

just kna layan my bored day everyday without merungut . Nak berjaya kan ? Smua kna sbr . . Sbr . . Sbr . . And sbr . .

Status
-lovelife ? Empty
-life ? Okay la
-lifestyle ? Bored .

she came back with forgive and forget . I always terima dgn tgn terbuka . Welcome back friend . :)

bru beh makan dkt kapas cafe , kenyang alhamdulilah .

fatin anak wahab . :'(

songs from aiman.fm today . Maher zain songs . Please ya allah . Show me the way and show her that im sincere towards her . Amin . Inshallah . Gudnite .

i ikhlas , but xtau da mcm mana nak tnjuk .

neva going to be perfect in everyone eyes .

failure in everything today .
Lovelife ? Empty smpai bla xtau . Life ? Destroy , lifestyle , hell . Why ? I hate this . Why ? Until when . Sampai da xda air mata for me to cry ?

i dunt anyone in uitm , i got mira adik and u . Org yg i can trust and believe , me love u both but just feel bad to what happens few hour ago , looks like going to be more lonely afta this . I mis u both so much lg2 u adeq . Just jaga diri . Gudluck in life .

tears , tears and tears . Seriously , im a failure in this , but gona learn from ma mistake AGAIN ? ? ?

show me everything here in ganu .

*sorry
*anak wahab
*a ring gift
*kreta sewa
*opera mini
*friends
*ice blended
*kuantan
*golden boots birthday present
*fantastic voice
*artis
*haa , mmg . Mmg . Mmg .
*report mak saniah tau la .
*tumbuk kang tau la
*geget kang !
*polo sport
*and most importantly
' perlu ke ? Skit laaaa . . . . '
:'D .
*im sory !

Tryin my best ! Sgtx3 , chance wil do . Please ?

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

g morning ! :D
Rise and shine , feel a bit happy today . Wil try ma best to make the rest of ma day in hapy situation . Have fun .

song from aiman.fm today ,
love the way you lie - rihanna .
Enjoy !

im sorry and i love you .
Dunt cry .
We both make mistake , now is time to Learn from it . Gudnite.

mimi . U sbr okay ? Apa yg jd today ada hikmah , u sbr . Text je adik2 i if u sdey aw ? Diorg bley buat kepala u mereng n hapy tau ? And da okay nanti , choose wisely , a chance wil do . Thx u . Jaga diri mimi oi , haha . Text oya jgn lupa tau ? Bg mandi baby oren skali .

allah , thx u so much .
Sifat pemaaf yg sungguh cpt diberi kepada hamba mu ini , da lupakan pun apa jd . 2morrow is another day .

da pesan , x kesah pun nak mingle with anyone but once the touch n go start , the way of thinkin turn otherwise , i know im black , im thin and im ugly but my feeling ? Ur calls , tears drop . Maybe no more 1 fiesta for me, x sanggup da . Pesan merit dkt kawan je la . :)

i know u jealous when im talkin bout the bus ticket but how do i feel when you snap a picture and shake hand together with wanabe b.f , i asked u once bout our pix together but u refuse to take a picture with me but with other ? Shake hand pun okay .
Terkilan .

Monday, September 27, 2010

im back strong rite now . Tears drop doesnt mean im going down mood but otherwise . Wil be more stronger soon .

now goin shower , pray and get ma merit at 1 fiesta uitm . And , mimi , thx ptg tdi sbb sudi ckap fon with me eventhough kejap , i okay la skit . Thx , she's ur bestie , his ur future hubby . Remember , that guy yg bg u makan ati tu , ignore je okay ? Be happy

seriously , blog ! U r my everything , u r like a friend to me. Will story to u bout everything ! Thx u blog , peace upon this blog .

just woke up from eve sleep , im too tired . Now me super fresh , nothing interesting hapen actually , exam is near , seriously , need to touch up everything , lifestyle ? I think okay , life . Goin hell . Lovelife ? Destroy ! Vanish ! Crush ! Explode ! Why ? ?

song from aiman.fm today is .
What i've done - linkin park .
Enjoy !

bru blik kelas , penat gla wei , totally tired n guess what ? Adoi , got 3 ahwal nak in relationship with me , i nak jamaah , but jamaah plak avoiding . I dunt understand . Speechless .

apa sala i sampai u buat i mcm ni ? Hina sgt ke i di mata u ? I x sangka . I nak kawan je blik mcm dlu , i xnak papa pun , i nak tu je , jum la jumpa jap , i nak buy u a drink , tu je . Then i x gangu u da . Just nk jmpa jap je , rindu . As kwn la i mean . At the end , xpa la , i faham u . Sory gangu ur life , just i rasa x sala i nak kawan je dgn u . (DIALOG me n salma ) haih , is okay , like i said , im people haters , already get use to it . I think starts today i should leave her alone . Seriously im upset with her reaction . Will go away . Doakan u salma bhagia n hapy , amin .

Sunday, September 26, 2010

just finish my account and maths class , everything becoming super hard right now . Seriously , aiman ! ! Come on ! ! 1 month je ! ! Struggle dude ! Stdy stdy stdy !
:D , gudluck aiman , 1 bulan je all out !

yesterday was an awesome day for me, seriously , when i drove to kuantan and enjoy there with ma friend and how ? It should be answer like wow , wow and wow ! Seriously , its was fun , enjoyable moment like in k.l was release yesterday , eat , shopping , chillin , hangout , bowling , movie . Wow , its was so nice , now , 1 month be4 final exam . Stdy time tho , no more playin around . Seriously , its was super awesome , its time for me to make my stdy result super awesome too ! ***** , i wil beat in that bowling games soon ! Gud morning btw . ;D , Now 7.10am , class at 8am . 7.20am shower time . Ya allah , gve me strength to stdy smart and hardworking today . Amin .

today 26sept song from aiman.fm .
Maher zain-open your eyes .
Nice song . Enjoy !

Saturday, September 25, 2010

where am i ? Kuantan megamall , travel babe travel . So awesome ! ;D , OH , now i know how org pahang do , act and action . Haih , nice2 , now dkt mcd , teman kawan makan . Nice ! While otw dtg kuantan tdi nampak uia phg. 1st time tgk . Hah , skng otw nk g bowling .

today song from aiman.fm .
Secret-onerepublic .
;D
GUDNITE ! ! ! , ENJOY !

pap ! Pap !
Tired and exhausted , thx u ! Haha , afta bsuh bju . Ting tong , buka lappy , tgk 3 movies ! Haha , damn bored , tgk2 krdt da nak abis , skali pa lg , call 911 , hdayah ! Tlg topupkan . Haha , tgk adik hot ! Esok aku byar blik . Haha. Adoi , then x ckup tu senior dtg cri . Adoi , ingat nak gaduh ke apa tdi, im like ready je dgn btg paip , skali dtg nak minta duit for banking dinner da . Haha . Adoi , then lepak ja . Afta that , friend call . Hehe , ;) ,Esok goin kuantan da .buat apa ? Ronda ! ! Kul 10am da nak chiow , skng nk kna tdo da . Uhm , b4 that , to **** , thx sbb answering my kol ! :D , mis yea ! I x makan 1 hari , x lalu la . Hee , gnite !

Friday, September 24, 2010

afta woke up from nap , take a shower and pray , then straight away to the field , today 5 round runnin around the field , then jungling for 30min . Afta that ? Game time . Seriously . It was too hard playing centre midfield today . Around 10 passes , i only got 1 passes , shit ! Why malaysia people dunt like to play the ball to the center midfield . ? Its was too hard today but lucky my bestie was with me today in the same team . Awi , i owe u 1 thru pass , afta he thru pass me , i scored ! Beat 1 defender and the goal keeper . :D , happy ! Superb . Now in ma room , for 1 whole day im didnt eat . Dunt feel like eating , now goin to shower , pray and laundry !

its funny isn't it ?

*how one moment could change a million after it . *

:-)

bru blik smyg jumaat, g kdai topup . Topup da , then kol my mates n bestie tnya pa kabar . Then skng kat blik bring , bju bertimbun nak bsuh ! Stdy pun x lg . Now nak take a nap for 30min , then bsuh bju kot , no planin goin anywhere for today . Lepak at my room je kot , petang football , Take a nap time !
Then laundry , clean n clear ma room !

allah maha adil , wallahy perfect right now !

Life ? Perfect
lifestyle ? Perfect
lovelife ? Empty .

Ya salam alal kalam ya aiman !
;-D

sedekahkan al fatihah to syed omar , minta maaf x ley mlawat kbur ari ni , inshalah syurga , amin and gud mornin .

i love you !

Who read this , its for you ! My clock shows 4.15am . Gudnite !

super exhausted , esok nak p mana ea ? Ke nak duk uitm smpai mlm stdy ? Duit pun da x byk da . Haih . Rindu family , kawan , EX gf's and my wannabe g.f . Bla la aku btul2 nak jmpa someone yg sudi terima ku dgn sdia ada . ?

actually , i xnak buka f.b thru laptop da sbb something gona hapen , tdi tgn gatal sgt tiba2 rasa nak buka pakai laptop . Update full mode la tdi ! Usually on pakai hp je . Best . X keluar update pasal org len , just me , tp tdi da tebuka . Hmm , pa lg . :'-( . . .
I miss . . .

*sharifah syamimi
*sharifah salmah
*fura al attas
*amar aidid
*zaynab fadaq
*sharifah alawiah
*syed firdaus
*amylea amran
*aznita azlan
*lyna alfira

sgtx3 ! Nak text x brani , takut diorg x reply , x suka or lg benci dkt aku . Just dkt blog ni la boleh xpress my feeling ! I miss them so so much !

Just nak doakan diorg smua shat , happy and bhagia always . Amin !
Mis you all !
Gudnite !
:'-( , mis them

Thursday, September 23, 2010

what happen today ? Haha . Super story ! Haha .
1st . X buat my acc. Quiz but done my math quiz perfectly !
;-D
acc quiz next week buat . Gudluck to me . adoi , then blik from class , rent a car for 3 hour . Run wild g k.t then tgk tiket price goin holiday dkt pulau redang for 1 day . Guess what ? Maybe im going alone ! Yay ! But sadly , lari bajet daa .haha , frustrated ! Haha , adoi ,then pa lg , singgah mcd dol ! Mcd ! Mcd ! Haha , finally ! Heaven callin . Spicy chicken mcdeluxe la baby . Its been a while didnt feel the mcdeluxe heaven , then check the time , oh shit ! 4.45pm , i got football training at 5.45pm . Run quickly back to that rent car and said ' run like a wind ' and ' drive like a mad man ' haha . Trust me . 30min . Dungun - k.t . ! Record babe ! Im flying high ! Then sampai dungun straight away dgn bju kolar , jeans and kasut . Trus run into the field and changes bju suma and puff , finally ! My house of entertainment . A field with 2 post at 2 corner each And guess what !? With less fitness strength i stil manage to perform at my best ! Coach quite suprised ! Thx u allah , u make me sad in other part of life but u make my life with a brilliant smile in this part . Then afta done everything , back in ma room , bath and now at kapas cafe , just bought mocha ice blended . Yummy !

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

finally , i know the truth reason at last ,dgn hati terbuka , i can accept it . Just walk straight with a brilliant smile to everyone . Do i regret she didnt accept me ? Not even an inch . Im so happy i get to know her and her family . Now at my lect house , settings for raya project , was here from 2pm today , this project gona end at 11pm today . Gonna be super exhausted later , 2morow at 10am until 2pm got acc test and maths . Hope i cn do it perfectly . Afta 2pm ? We wil see how it goes . Life ? Recovering , lovelife ? Empty , lifestyle , going better .smile .

thought it was somebody for me but it just a blank shadow from the land of kelantan .

Keep walking . :-)
inshallah , in the future who knows , the wind blow from the same direction again . Inshallah , keep walking and doa . Ameen .

Look forward aiman , :-)


maher zain , thx u so much , ur song make me feel strong . Thx u .

Already 2.15am . Need to sleep . Gudnite blog . Salam .
2morrow new story and episode .

sharifah syamimi syed omar .

ya allah ya rab ,
berkati hidup hambamu bernama sharifah syamimi , bg dia kekuatan , ketabahan , lindungi keluarganya ya allah
, sentiasa beri semangat , petunjuk dan murah rezeki kepada seluruh kaum kerabatnya ya rab . Amin .
Masuk ayahnya dikalangan org2 beriman . Ahli syurga inshallah ya rab . Buka kan hati nya ya rab , berikan dia seorg lelaki yg mampu lindungi dia dan seluruh keluarganya , doa dri hambamu ni ya rab . Ameen ya robbalalamin . Inshallah . Amin .

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

forgive her in every corner but wont forget her bcos she was one of the best miracle thing and feeling i ever had . I mis you so much .sgtx3 . U dunno how deep it means to me .u dunt like , u dunt want me , u dunt choose me , im not for u then . I dunt dserve u then . Sad n sigh , hope u know how i feel towards you .

thinking of you .

i wish her ' be mine ' status was referring to me . Sigh , mis her so much . Sgtx3 . From me . Im yours ! But for you ?

just back from my management class , i got 60+ over 100 percent . Need to improve more , today im so moody , my day is so dark eventhough under the sunny sunlight . I miss her so much , no doubt , hope she gonna think bout me stil , if possible , love me , be my gf , im super sick today , no voice , eyes red , weak . I need her very badly but can i do , just stop and stare , i mis her so much . Sigh . I mis you sinchan . Now at the beach , waiting for uitm bus going to town to buy some stuff and medicine . Hope she will accept me as her somebody . Im waitin patiently . I know i deserve her .

wont say a word .

ur free now , fly .

strong

Monday, September 20, 2010

to the gurl from larkin j.b , be strong okay ? I know you cn do it . The right guy wil come soon just dunt make decision too fast , think , snap and go , gudluck gurl . Even you dunt to cntct with me anymore , im always gona be here if u need anything .

karma.

i dunt actually believe in karma but it hapen today to someone i really known for a long time

freaky friday

friday . Ya allah ya . Show me love on this day , give her comfort on this day . Inshallah , end of ma journey going to be this friday . I cn feel deep in my heart shes the one . Hope ya allah , show her , tell her , who am i . Let her know that im just playin around or im serious . Hope ya allah . Buka pintu hati dia . Amin .

mosque.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

bru je back from library.trust me , was plannin to study alone but bump up with solehah .seriously , super awesome stdying english with plus i cn forget and get away my sad mood . Guess what ? She replied my text . Yahoo ! Im back with ma hapy mood .now at masjid ,just done with my asar prayer . This friday , inshalah . Friday ! Im gonna end up everything . I wont giveup yet . Wil try my best to get that love . Wallahy she dserve a guy that cn take cre of her and she dserve hapiness . I wil try my best to get that position . Enough with crying , its time to make urself happy . Inshallah dgn berkat ALLAH . If im the one , she wil accept me without no reason . We wil see this friday , im going to end up everything . Inshallah ameen she going to choose me .

library .

where am i ?
Library . Nothing to do today .just gonna get back my studying mood .thats it .

i feel so weak today . Hope you gonna think bout me . I mis you fuckin damn much .

at 2.30am , wooo . .it was honest heart to heart talk . Seriously , there goes another episode of ma life or we cn say as love letter flying without wings to the innerstate but was out of sight by a terrify tornado . Sigh* . I neva cn be gud for anyone ? I wish was her because she is a jemaah + super nice . Seriously , i dunno why . I got her trust but didnt got her love . This week going to her hometown , must go quitely to see her dad ,doa and yasin . Then wil be back to tganu . I dunt want to tell her that im at her place . I wish her dad cn see me n i wish i cn meet her dad f2f . Is okay. Inshalah this week .kelantan .

im 20th

Friday, September 17, 2010

Happy Birthday Aiman . =)

Salammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm !!

hey ash !
sorry ive been away for quite a while !
how r u ??
everything good ??
im okay !
today new life , new smile , new spirit , new everything !
=D
hope my new 20th life gonna be perfect !
today is the 1st day .
inshallah everything going perfect .
now im at home , going to the bus stop da .
where im going ??
im going back to ma campus in tganu !
so bored but heyy , need to cheer up myself .
new life kn ??
im 20th now .
right ??
gonna keep up to date with you everyday !
aminn inshallah .
okay la .
gtg .
today is ma birthday .
1st day . feel like just born !
=D
hope everything gonna be great .aminn .
okay .
see you tomorrow .
salammmm .! =D